Hmm...

HMMMMM.

I feel a bit torn. One half of me feels like I'm moving forward, but the other half feels like I'm moving backwards. Okay, so let's break this down:

Why do I feel like I'm moving backwards?
It's because I feel like I should be getting more stuff done...and the stuff I am getting done isn't to my best effort. Of course, not everyone can output everything with their best effort every time they do something, but nevertheless it feels fustrating. Maybe I took a little bit too much on my plate? It doesn't feel like it...
Even then, I feel a little bit of remorse of stuff that I should have done differently in the recent past. Still, can't dwell in the past!

Okay, so why do I feel like I'm moving forward?
Little by little, I'm warming and opening up more. I've been a lot better at this, but then again I've also been a lot worse. During the last semester, I was kind of sort of getting down in the dumps with, uh, pretty much everything. Blech. So, this semester, I'm now doing the things that I normally would have put off last semester! That in itself feels pretty good.

So, uh, yeah, that's pretty much it. I think what I need to do is to just calm down and just take things one thing at a time, day by day. I'm pretty sure that'll work!